Secret #2

It’s almost gone beyond anything I could imagine.  We are still talking almost everyday, and I finally saw his place.  We chatted, knowing that there wasn’t much time and then we the next thing I know we’re kissing.  OMG… so passionate.  I can’t get over how much we connect physically.

Problem is I’m so completely frustrated.

This is something that is suppose to involve me as well… and I’m not getting what I really, really want.  Him inside me.  Just the thought of it brings me too goosebumps.  I’m excited with the anticipation of more and yet I’m worried that what’s happened so far has quenched the fire for him.  I don’t know what to think right now.  Maybe it’s got nothing to do with our relationship… but what’s swirling around us.  I don’t know.

My little secret is that I sucked him off the other day.  It was one of those moments that I felt so totally powerful.  It’s totally wrong too… you know… forbidden.  I am so going to hell for this one.

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