This rollercoaster ride is mental
Secret #4
I don’t even know if I love you anymore. When we fight, when we have disagreements I’m often finding myself daydreaming of other men. Men that are completely unobtainable, men who I’ve been with in the past, men walking down the street, men at work. Any man but you.
So how do I know if I still love you? We’ve not even been married all that long. We should still be in that happy honeymoon phase. But we’re not… at least I’m not. I don’t know what to do to make this better. I’m content. I’ve got my family. I’m just not sure with all this daydreaming when we fight - that because I’m not thinking of us and off thinking about any other man… that maybe there’s somethign a miss.
Or maybe this is my way of avoiding.
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