This rollercoaster ride is mental

Secret #4
I don’t even know if I love you anymore.  When we fight, when we have disagreements I’m often finding myself daydreaming of other men.  Men that are completely unobtainable, men who I’ve been with in the past, men walking down the street, men at work.  Any man but you.
So how do I know if […]

Dark thoughts and other fun things

Secret #3
Learning to hate you seems to be so easy lately. Your attention is so completely on someone else now. It drives me nuts, because not all that long ago you were so into me. I loved it. The attention, the attention, the attention. Yes, I’m an attention whore and […]